crooked

Manusia boleh terbang juga

2012-01-21T00:40:00.001+07:00

Harum subur di hati

2012-01-12T19:53:00.001+07:00

Di lingkaran diamku termanggu
Terkenangkan kembali
Saat indah aku bersamamu
Dibelai cinta suci

Sewaktu kelukaan hatiku
Kau datang dan memberi
Taburan bungan cinta sucimu
Harum subur dihati

Tapi kini kau pergi
Tinggalkan aku sendiri
Mengusir sepi, mengusir rindu
Terpisah selama-lamanya
Kau pergi dariku

Titisan airmata dipipiku
Memanjat doa suci
Saat indah aku bersamamu
Masih tetap di hati

Cintaku masih untukmu
Rinduku masih padamu
Biarpun kita terpisah jiwa
Namamu tetap dikalbu

Kusemadikan cintaku
Didalam doa kudusku
Kepada Tuhan aku meminta
Damailah engkau di sana
Mengadap Tuhan yang Maha Esa

I don't need ur approval to be happy :)

2012-01-07T21:53:00.005+07:00

Engkau yang terluka karena perendahan oleh orang lain, dengarlah ini …

Rasa sakit hatimu karena perendahan oleh orang lain adalah tanda yang baik bahwa engkau menghormati dirimu.

Hanya saja, engkau masih membutuhkan persetujuan dari orang lain untuk merasa damai dengan dirimu sendiri.

Bebaskanlah dirimu untuk menjadi dirinya yang seutuhnya, tanpa mensyaratkan bahwa orang lain memperlakukanmu dengan baik.

Engkau disebut dewasa dan mapan jika engkau mampu tersenyum menerima perendahan dari orang lain.

Karena, jika dia orang baik, dia tak akan melakukan hal itu.

Dan karena dia bukan orang baik, engkau tak boleh menjadikan standarnya sebagai standarmu.

Ingatlah,

Jika engkau pantas bagi penghormatan dari Tuhan, tidak ada apa dan siapa pun yang mampu merendahkanmu.

Sekarang, damaikanlah dirimu dalam persahabatan yang penuh hormat dengan dirimu sendiri.

Bangunlah kesejajaran dan keselarasan antara kebaikan yang ada dalam pengertianmu dengan yang diharapkan oleh Tuhan.

Atau jika engkau menyukai jalan cepat menuju kebaikan hidup, jadikanlah pendapat Tuhan mengenai kebaikan sebagai pendapatmu.

Setelah itu,

Pendapat baikmu tentang dirimu sendiri adalah satu-satunya pendapat yang kau perlukan.

Setelah itu,

Pendapat miring dari orang lain hanyalah nada-nada pelengkap keindahan musik kehidupanmu.

Engkau jiwa mandiri yang terhormat.

Dengan kejujuran dan kerja-kerasmu, hanya masalah waktu bagi Tuhan untuk menaruhmu di tempat-tempat tinggi yang baik.

Mario Teguh - From San Francisco with love

*copy paste from facebook*

Somebody save me!

2012-01-04T20:23:00.005+07:00

Alive without life

Sedar tak sedar, I am halfway through this co-ass life. This journey tinggal less than a quarter. Sikit lagi and then I am done with med school. But then again, studying med never ends. Life long learner -.-"

Now I am in Radiology department. Very relax and santai dept ever. With no on-call and not so many procedures. Sangat banyak free time but what did I do? It's the 3rd week and what have I achieved (non-medically)?

Sedih bila teringat those times. Dulu-dulu.
I used to play cards, lepak gelak tawa, jreng jreng gitar (now berhabuk sangat gitar tu), blog-hoping, snap photos, dengar new songs, check out new gadget, bla bla bla..

Now I'm engaged to yoga. Saja.

Bukannya sibuk pun. As I said, the most relax and santai dept ever. Tapi taklah pula saya nak do all my hobbies. I DID NOT EVEN COOK GOOD MEAL OR BAKE. Hufft. Mungkin I don't know how to have fun anymore. I lupa how to have fun. I have become one of the zombies. Errk

SOMEBODY SAVE ME!

I think I lupa how to kemas bilik also. Room super messy. Urgh.

Kebahagiaan

2012-01-01T20:10:00.002+07:00

Panjatlah gunung tinggi mana pun,
Rentaslah lautan apa pun,
Travel lah kemana pun,

Paragliding, Bungee Jumping, Hiking,
Go around the world, Diving in the deepest ocean,
Do whatever u want to do,
To find ur happiness,
ur kebahagiaan,

In the end,
you'll see, you'll know, you'll feel,
that kebahagiaan is when you are at home,
with ur mom, ur dad, ur family <3

Limited

2011-12-31T08:29:00.002+07:00

I want to do this.
I want to do that.
I'm planning of this.
I'm planning of that.

But.....

There are always but.. here.. I don't think back at home there'll be but..

Rindu my crazy happening family. Wondering what they up to for new year's eve.
I need a boyfriend cum bestfriend who is very spontaneous, crazy, supportive and outgoing and by being with him I'll feel occupied like I'm with a group of people tho it's just both of us. So, it'll be okay if other people let me down. Both of us r just enough.

Okaylah,
New year's resolution : Cari boyfriend yang like that.

Haha. Okay bye.

Tonight's plan; rolling on bed watching CDs. Bought lots of it yesterday. Happy me :)

Out of reach

2011-12-11T13:54:00.002+07:00

I wish I can get to you, contact you, chat with you, tell stories about everything that's happening. I wish I can do all that.

Stress Okay.

Extracurricular activities

2011-12-06T19:36:00.002+07:00

Yesterday, after a friend of mine presented her case and nobody questioned her, the doctor asked us;

"siapa yang di sini masih belum punya pacar?"
Some were giggling but no one raised their hands including me. Haha. Then he asked;

"siapa yang di sini suka travelling?"
My heart went whoosh whoosh ME ME ME DOCTORRR but I didn't raise my hands because no one did and I was kinda pusing at that time. Rasa agak menyesal tak angkat tangan who knows maybe MAYYBEEEE he is looking for a partner to go to a trip somewhere. Mana la tau kan? Ok. Berangan. Haha.

So he talks about life outside the classroom. Extracurricular activities. He said don't just go back home and study, do something. I LOVE WHEN MY SUPERIOR SAID THINGS LIKE THAT. Rasa kurang berdosa bermain-main all this while. Lols.

He told us a story; there were 2 doctors applying for a job in his clinic. They both have good grades. One can play music, the other one cannot. He hired the one who can play musics. He said you need to have something extra when you are out in the real world. But you need to have good grades also.

So so so.....extracurricular activities, what should I do?
1. Sports
2. Yoga
3. Travel (GOD IF I HAVE LOTS OF MONEY I'LL BE EVERYWHERE.. that's why you don't sarah... belajar okay)
4. Musics (sambung balik la kelas music.. azam 2012)
5. Baking! <3
6. What else?

But don't forget to study. Balance your life.

Yes, Let's do this!

That missed call

2011-12-03T07:53:00.003+07:00

It could be the last one from them..
We never know when we'll leave this world.

Hidup ini sementara.
Hidup ini hanyalah perjalanan, bukan destinasi.
Perjalanan untuk kita membekalkan diri kita sebanyak-banyaknya.
Untuk hidup yang seterusnya.

Siapkah anda?

R.I.P my junior...

Today I am supposed to be in....

2011-11-26T06:26:00.002+07:00

Bali!

Would have gone to Bali yesterday riding this thing with 200 other Harley Davidson.
If only you asked us twice.

Have a safe journey, cute man :)

Flashes of memory

2011-11-19T21:58:00.003+07:00

The way we used to talk, to laugh, to do stupid things.

I am missing it.
Missing it all.

I am watching Transformers and my mind can't stop thinking of you.

siapa nak?

2011-07-19T07:05:00.001+07:00

nak satu like this boleh tak?

please.

Drowning

2011-05-27T19:23:00.000+07:00

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

Stop me from drowning.

Please.

Gotta be more careful

2011-05-27T19:04:00.002+07:00

I now follow my baba's blog so I gotta be more careful with my writing.

No more emoshitstuff.

Hell, as if anyone care. About me. Let alone read my blog.

okay, that is one contoh of emoshitstuff.

Haha ok bye.

senyum, tak perlu kata apa-apa

2011-03-27T17:18:00.001+07:00

Kacak luar
Kacak dalam
Kacak dengar sini
Kalau saya senyum
Awak mesti senyum sekali
Kalau kita senyum
Semua orang berjangkit
Bila semua orang senyum
Dunia tiada penyakit

Senyum
Tak perlu kata apa-apa

First day of my life

2011-02-23T02:21:00.000+07:00

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me

Can't plant the trees of paradise with seeds of hell

2011-02-22T06:30:00.000+07:00

Treasure hunt

2011-02-20T02:19:00.002+07:00

I was packing my stuff and I found this!

Theeseee. Moi toyys.

Hehe =)

Notice the black Benz?

I terserempak with the exact car just now.

The real car.

I feel like it's calling.

Yeahh tungguuu.... 10 more years inshaAllah.

Amien.

Haha Okay

G'night!

Down Under

2011-02-12T20:08:00.003+07:00

The other day, my friends and I watched this video.

He said he's going to Down Under which is Australia.

I was trying to explain why oz is called down under.

My explanation was a bit off.

It is actually because Australia (some say New Zealand also) is located in the southern hemisphere, below many other countries on the globe. (source: Wikipedia)

Yeah.

And because I watched the series, Flight of the chonchords, I have this thing in my mind that says NZ is one step behind. Thus my explanation about Down under.

My apologies.

Teehee.

Here's a video from Flight of the conchords. Oh lupa nak mention, it's a band.

It's business time!

It's a comedy, but somehow it's not very funny to me.

For my friend yeah.

But tengoklah. seronok juga la tengok.

life updates: kawan saya kata saya kena kurus baru confident nak ngorat orang. kawan saya kata saya boleh dapat boyfriend hensem mcm emi. esok saya nak start exercise semula. haha ;p

ok, bye!

pegang babi is better

2011-02-12T08:26:00.003+07:00

If you can't avoid it, stayyyy away or rruunnn away from it.

Luka yang tak terasa mengalir darah tak berwarna

2011-02-10T08:38:00.001+07:00

Kenangan bersamamu kasih
Seumpama mimpi di dalam mimpi
Terasa engkau di sisi
Menemaniku saban hari

Pabila kupejamkan mata
Akan terasa hangatnya asmara
Walaupun sekian lama
Telah terpadam cinta kita

Luka yang tak terasa
Mengalir darah yang tak berwarna
Bagai jeritan tanpa suara

Tangisan dalam ketawa
Sedu sedan menjadi syair cinta
Terasa ingin ku sentuh bayanganmu

Walau hanya seketika cuma
Agar hilang rindu dan dahaga
Agar pulih semangat kasih dan mesra
Seperti baru kenal cinta

Kenangan bersamamu kasih
Membakar gedung fikiranku kini
Terasa hidupku ini
Umpama mimpi dalam mimpi

-Baggio Damasutra

Malam yang sedih

2011-02-08T00:07:00.002+07:00

Taktau la kenapa sedih.

Mungkin banyak sangat dengar lagu rock kapak malam ni.

Mungkin homesick.

Mungkin sebab ni Februari.

Hurm. Entahlah. Funny jugak.

Saya sangat benci if tiba-tiba rasa sedih.

Selalunya perasaan sedih datang dulu before berita sedih.

And I really hate that.

Okay dah tak sedih kot.

Eh tak. Sedih lagi.

Come on!

Saya benci Februari.

Saya benci perasaan sedih.

Tak boleh ke saya jadi happy always?

Modified Singapore fried bihun

2011-02-07T12:56:00.004+07:00

Not many people familiar with Singapore fried bihun (SFB).

The difference of SFB from other bihun is that the color is white. What is in it is actually based on the person who cooks but originally, SFB uses prawn.

I feel like I'm writing a thesis. Lols.

Okay, the story is like this. I've been wanting to fry bihun for weeks. The noodle is there in the cupboard but I don't have the wet ingredients. So, the bihun is just laying there.

Weeks went by..........

Today, I woke up with blocked nose. It was freezing cold. The crazy wind is back. I just don't feel like going out of the house. I was thinking what to eat. And I remembered, the bihun. There was a few onions and cili padi left from yesterday. Yes, yesterday me and my friend had a cooking date. We cooked ayam masak lemak cili padi which is meletop maut and baby buncis with telur. The cili padi is freaaking mahal.

So, with whatever is left in the kitchen, a little this and that,

Taaaaaa-daaaa!

My very own modified SFB

Haha

I used onions and garlics. The blender is not with me, so I ketuk-ketuk with lesung. Then I patah-patah kan like 8 batang cili padi. In real SFB, they use black pepper. Then I put some fishballs. 2 cubes of maggi chicken stock. 1 egg. Dashes of salt. Then the noodles.

It turns out nice. Edible. Sedap okay.

Haha with not so many things to do, I have a high risk of gaining weight. Oh my.

Running shoes is missing u, sarah. Lols.

Okay, till my next food updates, tooodles!

Where is home for you?

2011-02-05T21:45:00.002+07:00

For me, home is whenever I'm with you.

Awwwwww~

I just love bitches beaches!

2011-02-03T16:59:00.003+07:00

Laying there on the beach, listening to the waves relaxed my mind.

Loves it.

Now, I can go back to business.

Happy CNY people. Hope this year your visions will be wider. Mata kurang sepet. Lols ;p

Jom prosperity di McD!

Pray for them.

2011-01-31T09:44:00.003+07:00

I know about it but I don't know how bad it is.

Ternyata, quite bad. Worse than us here. Worse than volcanic eruption.

Copy from a blog.

Bila baca balik rentetan kejadian yang berlaku di Mesir sekarang ni, aku rasa sangat kesian kepada pelajar di sana. Aku faham sangat situasi mereka dan aku rasa apa yang mereka alami sekarang berpuluh kali lebih teruk dengan keadaan di Moscow. Aku juga teringat kepada segelintir pembaca blog.ariff yang juga merupakan pelajar kursus perubatan di Mesir dan juga kawan-kawan seangkatan di MAI ni yang kebetulan menghabiskan masa cuti musim sejuk di sana. Harap mereka semua ni dan seluruh rakyat Malaysia di sana selama.

Inilah nasib pelajar kita yang belajar di luar negara kalau ditempatkan di negara kelas kedua atau ketiga. Aku rasa satu hari nanti kerajaan patut menghentikan daripada menghantar pelajar ke negara-negara yang bermasalah dan hanya menempatkan pelajar di negara maju sahaja. Sebentar tadi aku baru dapat mesej melalui Facebook daripada seorang pelajar Malaysia yang menuntut di Egypt berkenaan keadaan pelajar di sana dan aku rasa mesej ini perlu disampaikan kepada semua supaya kita tahu yang sepatutnya kerajaan kita perlu secepat mungkin menghantar bantuan dan mengeluarkan rakyat kita dari sana.

Salam Ariff, saya Nadia, a student in Egypt.
Ariff, kini saya berada di Malaysia kerana pulang untuk winter break, but when I got home, the condition in Egypt somehow got worse about the Hosni Mubarak thingy. Ramai yang sangka keadaan kat sana adalah okay, mengikut kata Jabatan Penuntut Kaherah Mesir dan Kedutaan Malaysia di sana, but there are parts that they don’t know:
Di tempat saya Mansoura, people got killed on the streets, houses are getting robbed and they are aiming to attack Malaysian students. There are about 6000 prisoners on the streets! Pelajar kita di Alexandria dirogol, airport dibakar dan anggota polis tidak lagi menjalankan tugas mereka.
Kita memohon supaya kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius hal ini. Bukan sahaja di Mansoura, malah di seluruh Mesir keselamatan rakyat kita terancam.
Segala update berkenaan keadaan di sana boleh dibaca melalui blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita
Jika ada cadangan di luar sana untuk membantu kami mendapatkan perhatian kerajaan Malaysia, sila hubungi Nurul Nadia Binti Md Zin di 017-3193923
Atau melalui:
Facebook: Nuvul Nadiva Dizavch
Twitter: DyyaDizarch
Blog: Nadia-ism
YM: nadia_mdzin2001@yahoo.com
Please let all Malaysians know about this. I will do the same but I need your help too especially to all the bloggers out there. May Allah save our citizens there.
- Nadia

So what can you do now?

Kalau ada Twitter, retweet this. Aku sengaja mention @NajibRazak dalam tajuk entri supaya everytime orang retweet, akan automatically mention nama dia. Click the retweet button. Lagi banyak, lagi bagus. It show’s that things are really serious there and we care.
Reblog this. Copy paste dan post dalam blog. Time ni memang aku galakkan sangat-sangat untuk korang copy paste.
Share this on Facebook.

Yeah. So do your parts.

Let's pray for them. Pray for their safety.

Amien.

p.s. susah takde fb. I don't how my friends are doing there.

intoxicated

2011-01-27T22:51:00.004+07:00

I HATE THIS FEELING i hate this feeling I HATE THIS FEELING i hate this feeling I HATE THIS FEELING i hate this feeling I HATE THIS FEELING i hate this feeling I HATE THIS FEELING i hate this feeling I HATE THIS FEELING i hate this feeling I HATE THIS FEELING i hate this feeling

you know

the feeling, when

mata bertemu mata

senyum terukir di bibir

hati berbunga-bunga

and

u feel the fluids rush

the chemistry

leads u to;

cold

tachycardia

clammy skin

rapid breathing

anxiety

extreme cases-loss of consciousness (okay, lebayy)

Baby,

I am poisoned by you.

by everything that you are.

okay, sila muntah sekarang.

haha

k,bye.

"pushhh puuuushhhh pussshhhh!"

2011-01-21T12:44:00.006+07:00

Yeayy next week I can see partus! or delivery. or ibu melahirkan. bersalin. beranak.

Hehe tak sabar. 1st time, biasalah kan.

Hehehe.

I'll be in lab OBGYN for a week next week. Last week of clerkship yaww!

Lab IKA is bosan ever.

When a kid cries in the ruangan, semua nak menangis. Bingit telinga.

In poli lagi laaaa....

The crowd, the cry babies, the humidity, gosh memang menguji kesabaran.

But in this lab lah, I really bersyukur Alhamdulillah.

Sebab until now, saya Alhamdulillah sihat.

Kalau tengok patients, macam sedih.

They are innocent and most aetiology of their diseases are either idiopathic or congenital.

If it's because of their hygiene pun, they are not the one to blame.

They are kids.

This is

Hydrocephalus

Causes ; genetic defects, infection during pregnancy

Pity, right?

Nauzubillahiminzalik

Makanya, sila lah bersyukur banyak2 ke tuhan ya. For all these that He gives us.

Pernah tak rasa macam..

If someone is really being nice to you and helps you a lot, give u everything, you feel like u don't want to break their heart, you don't want to screw anything up with them. Macam if that someone asks for little things, you'll give it to them. You'll do anything.

Then,

Pernah tak rasa macam..

Allah is really nice to me, gives me everything that I wished for, if I look around, I feel lucky I am where/what I am now. But, what I give Him in return?

Don't look far, enough with ;

is ur solat cukup 5 waktu and on time?

tutup aurat tak?

how dusty is ur Quran?

Tapi sebenarnya if ur solat is solid, not just patuk ayam, everything else will come easy for you.

We'll do anything for our loved ones, but we can't do what Allah asks us to do. Shame there.

Sementara aku ingat, better I share with you all.

Sementara cahaya tengah menerangi.

Sementara syaitan2 tengah pergi tawaf kepala manusia lain. Haha.

Okay, renung-renungkanlah dan selamat beramal!

p.s. saya juga sedang merenung.

SURGEONS ARE HOT

2011-01-16T21:34:00.006+07:00

Like this freaking hot.

Well, tak semua lah.

But ada this one supervisor ni yang his body memang macam Mark sloan.

His tangan yang terkeluar urat and berketak-ketak makes me wonder kenapa boleh ada orang ngantuk in his lecture ~~I didn't even blink!~~. Haha.

Haih if I have them as my supervisors, I'll score BIG time la in the exams.

And those maggots who like to lick ass-es, over my dead body if u want to lick theirs.

Haha. Eyy maggots, I am still annoy with u guys.

Awas lho.

Best part of bedah lab is....

jeng jeng jeng...

I get to wear jeans and all-time-favorite-footwear, SELIPAR JEPUN!

Pathetic gila. Dapat pakai selipur jepun pun happy semacam.

Bedah is over and next is IKA. Ilmu kesihatan Anak.

Tiny monsters!

Hurmm, too cute to be monster la pulak. Hee.

Okay, bye.

p.s. Have u guys watch Grey's anatomy s6 epi12? HOMAIIIIIGOOOTTTT TORRES IS PREGNANT WITH MARK'S BABYYYY... hahaha saya memang suka jadi spoiler.

Okay ni betul-betul, bye.

Apa khabar Malaysia?

2011-01-15T07:19:00.002+07:00

Haha okay title poyo.

Kawan2 saya mesti macam, "kau ingat kau kat mana? Indonesia je pun."

Haha.

Iyer memang saya kat Indonesia je pun.

Bila cuaca kat Indo ni pelik2 sikit, mesti saya risau pasal negara saya.

Lately kat sini, angin sangat kencang. Pokok tumbang, bumbung my faculty tercabut, atap rumah sakit pun tercabut, ada showroom motor runtuh because of angin.

The winds memang wow.

Kalau cik kiah ada kat sini mungkin kena ikat dia kat tali. Takut terbang melayang jauh. Haha.

Se-knowledge yang saya ada, mungkin this is because of la niena in Pacific ocean.

Australia banjir besar. Mudflood in Brazil lagi la. Inalillah.

I text kiwi asking how he is, tak reply pulak. Hope all is fine. Amien.

Saya call mama semalam, she said hujan je. On and off. Alhamdulillah everything's fine.

And taktau kenapa(maybe because her birthday is coming), saya sangat rindu my sister kecik ayesha safiyyah. And I asked my mom to give her the phone and here how it goes ;

Me: hai nye.

Nye: HAI KAK YAYA! (okay semangat sikit time ni)

Me: Apa khabar~~?

Nye: Khabar baik~~ (~ = this shows that mcm nada berlagu sikit. u know when u talk to lil kids u tend to have mcm melodi haha)

Me: Rindu kak yaya tak?

Nye: Yerr. (okay tu je ke?)

Me: Macam mana sekolah?

Nye: Ooookayy~~

Then terus dia cakap dengan cepat,

Nye: Okay la kak yaya. Nye nak pergi main. Bye.

-.-" kids. Dahla lama gila tak talk with her.

Okaylah. Bye.

Blow, Blow, Thou Winter Wind

2011-01-13T07:21:00.001+07:00

Blow, blow, thou winter wind
Thou art not so unkind
As man's ingratitude;
Thy tooth is not so keen,
Because thou art not seen,
Although thy breath be rude.

Heigh-ho! sing, heigh-ho! unto the green holly:
Most friendship if feigning, most loving mere folly:
Then heigh-ho, the holly!
This life is most jolly.

Freeze, freeze thou bitter sky,
That does not bite so nigh
As benefits forgot:
Though thou the waters warp,
Thy sting is not so sharp
As a friend remembered not.
Heigh-ho! sing, heigh-ho! unto the green holly:
Most friendship if feigning, most loving mere folly:
Then heigh-ho, the holly!
This life is most jolly.

-William Shakespeare

And the world will be a better place for you and for me.

2011-01-13T06:23:00.002+07:00

Serve God, love me and mend

This is not the end

Live unbruised, we are friends

And I'm sorry

I'm sorry

Sigh no more, no more

One foot in sea, one on shore

My heart was never pure

And you know me

And man is a giddy thing

Oh man is a giddy thing

Love that will not betray you, dismay or enslave you

It will set you free

Be more like the man you were made to be

There is a design, an alignment to cry

And my heart to see,

The beauty of love as it was made to be

2011-01-11T05:17:00.000+07:00

TonyGaskins Tony A. Gaskins Jr

by TheKillerTRUTH

When you declare positivity, rest assure that there's an idiot near; coming to test your commitment.

I see loves in HIV ward

2011-01-10T04:01:00.002+07:00

Last week I had to jaga ruangan 29, which is ruangan infeksi and many many HIV patients there.

Oh ya, sekarang saya sedang clerkship di Rumah Sakit. Apa itu clerkship? Boleh dibaca di blog kawan saya di sini. Tak penat pun sebenarnya. Tapi saya makin banyak tidur since masuk rumah sakit. Hence, saya dah jarang nak online.

Okay so I jaga ward 29. U know how HIV is transmitted, right? yeah yeah bla bla bla but mostly is through unprotected sex. And it is, how to say ah, it's ur own fault that u get HIV. Unless (nauzubillahhiminzalik), u kena rogol or kena suntik with their blood.

I told my friend, I wanted round the ward with a poster that says, "SERVE YOU RIGHT". Jahat, I know. Sumpah saya tiada empathy. Tapi in the ward, I can see loves. The patients screwed up BIG time but still ada orang stay with them. Friends, family. Ada this one guy lagi la. Ish ish rasa macam nak pelempang je, kau tak sedar2 lagi ke. Tapi his old man stay with him 24/7. That's love there. Sobs nak nangis. Tuhan, bagilah hidayah kepada mereka. Amien.

It's easy to stay away from HIV.

as easy as ABC.

Yang last options tu, C, banyak flavour lagi.

Teh hijau pun ada. boleh kuruskan badan. haha.

Lab Ilmu Penyakit Dalam (IPD) is awesome. Saya suka sangat. And should you. Best Best Best. Tak Penat Tak Penat Tak Penat. Baca 40x, tanamkan dalam otak dan hati. Semoga waktu co-Ass nanti we'll go through it happily and fine. ~~even sebenarnya~~ Amien.

Hari ni, minggu ini saya lab Bedah. Yeeha! They say surgeons are hot! Let's see... muahahaha..

Okay. Later!

p.s. saya dah beli kasut. sangat stress shopping. rasa macam nak nangis. dapat la satu kasut Rp50k = RM20. nak nangis okay bila size paling besar is 40 and ur kaki is 41 (-.-")

Weinbrenner FTW!

2011-01-05T19:22:00.012+07:00

Kasut dah banyak gone. It is time to go back Malaysia. Nak kena beli banyak2 kasut. Tapi, macam dah takde cuti now =(

Serious kasut dah habis. 2 plastic bag of shoes are going to be campak ke tong sampah. Lately saya pakai heels ke fac. But now, in lab IPD, I have to wear full covered shoes. Terus saya pakai crocs ciplak my aunty kasi(which is act hers), pink color to the hospital. The only kasut tutup left. And rasa macam, wtf pakai baju biru kasut pink, baju hijau kasut pink. Erm, okay biasa kot tu. Last time, the only pair yang left is SD $15 RED color cotton on shoe. So, I pakai purple baju kurung with red shoe. Yeah.

Disebabkan ketandusan kasut dan sangat malas nak ke mall beli kasut sekolah, saya pun korek2 shelf and I found my old Weinbrenner shoes! and pakai macam still sedap. So yeay!

I tell you, it's okay to invest in good shoes. Takpelah mahal sikit, tahan bertahun2 tu.

Lebih kurang like this la kasut yang saya jumpa lepas korek2 rak kasut.

Kaulah yang terbaik. 4 tahun lebih tu!

~~Kalah orang berpacaran~~

Opss hahaha

And I wanna go back so I can get one of this.

It looks comfy.

This can be the kasut for Lab2 yang serious seperti IPD, OBGYN, SURGERY, IKA.

Or maybe this kasut?

Erm, No.

Macam Pocahontas.

This kasut I'll sure get one. Maybe two. Maybe Three.

Satu putih, satu kuning, satu purple.

I already have blue color.

hehe.

Boleh dapat this for IDR 40,000. Kurang lebih RM 16.

So, boleh la kumpul banyak2 kan? =)

This one pun nice.

Kalau dengan baju kurung? Pastu pakai bagpack.

Budak sekolah, serious.

Okaylah tu kan?

At least I look young.

Haha

Kalau saya pakai kasut ni kat Rumah sakit,

what will patient think eh?

Ni pun nak masukkan dalam list 'kasut to buy' la.

Gantikan last sneakers yang selalu masuk air dari tapak. Banjir.

Haaaa ni the kasut untuk lab2 yang tak sibuk seperti Kulit, THT, Mata, etc.

Amacamm?

Ngiahahhahahha

Tapi if I nak beli killer heels, I think I'll buy this one, this color.

U also think so, rite?

Hahaha.

Okay dah lama sangat saya mengarut kat sini.

Semoga post ini dapat memanggil sponsor2 kasut saya yang tercinta yang sekarang berada di Malaysia, untuk terdetak hati mengepost ~~lima~~ satu pasang kasut ke saya.

Fuhhh fuhhhh. Amin.

Hahah. K, bye.

sweet surprise =)

2011-01-02T21:11:00.002+07:00

Thank you.

Thank you mama, baba.

Thank you Allah.

Thank you =)

p.s. The post is empty because there are no exact words to describe it. Just thanks =)

mama, saya mahu kawin

2011-01-01T23:28:00.002+07:00

After balik from Kak Keen and Abg Dimas's wedding,

I terasa macam nak kawin.

Mama, I nak kawin.

Tapi tadi waktu Kak Keen campak bunga, I tak dapat sambut. =(

Anyway,

Selamat Pengantin Baru!

azam 2011

2010-12-31T05:37:00.004+07:00

SAYA NAK DEACTIVATE FACEBOOK FOR REAL.

Makin lama, I feel stupid with it.

The things that stop from deactivate it for real are my girls and PD'07 group.

I need updates from those people.

But think about it, I can get updates from my teman angkatan through email and phone.

And if those on Facebook are real friends, they know how to connect with me.

I'll tell them my updates. Save them hours from stalking me (ok, ni perasan sikit siapa nak stalk kau sarah oi)

Dan rimas jugak lah. Macam ahh rimas rimas go away you people whatyawant.

Exaggerate sikit tapi lebih kurang macam tu. haha.

Dan my girls, slowly, one by one dah off Facebook.

Dan my family always making me jealous with their updates, going on holidays. Ramai2. Macam thanks, I am very fine and happy here.

Dulu pernah deactivate for quite a long time jugak. And I think I am way better off Facebook.

Hence, my azam 2011.

Haha. Padahal baru tengok these videos.

yeah totally. WHO CARES?

They don't care how you are.

They are all kepoh je about you.

AND I AM VERY KEPOH ABOUT EVERYONE SO I HAVE TO STOP.

Happy New Year People! =)

reflection.

2010-12-30T22:16:00.004+07:00

"Friends are the mirror reflecting the truth of who we are."

Familiar with this saying?

"If you wanna know somebody

Might take a quick look at

Their bestfriends"

-Glass, Julian Casablancas

My friends are mostly cantik.

Do I have to say more?

haha.

Exactly how my mirror is.

Tak sedar2 diri gemok.

-.-"

Do u get what I mean?

This is why I need to have telepathy with others.

Malas nak type now.

Will come back abt this tahun depan.

Just don't get me wrong.

hehe

p.s I have varieties of friends. And I thank you Allah for each one of them.

p.s.s I DON'T HAVE NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONs? I need baba now.

Tahniah malaysia. aummm.

2010-12-29T21:30:00.004+07:00

Harimau mengaum kuat malam ni.

A goal with 1-1-8. Respect!

Markus, saya hampa dengan kamu.

Gonzales, offside je. Lari mulu. But good job. Fight till the end.

Irfan, such a cry baby.

Nasuha, one goal but kalau tak shoot from jauh mungkin boleh lagi 3 kot.

Ridwan, good job.

Kalah but I know u guys are great. Good job! Better luck next time ya.

p.s aku rasa gomen akan panggil aku for kursus BTN. haha.

p.s.s nampak tak what happen when u're too emotional? hilang focus. lesson learned.

p.s.s.s esok ada skype date! hehehehe can't wait! =)

house hunting #3

2010-12-27T21:39:00.002+07:00

Tadi pergi check out rumah my seniors.

Saya suka.

I like the one-room but then bukak pintu nampak ampaian rumah 2-rooms. macam tak best.

Hurm.

Anyways,

Alhamdulillah. These few days dapat makan free delicious home-cooked malaysian food.

Thank you =)

Okaylah nak tidur.

Menyesal mandi malam. Hidung dah runny.

Nyte ppl!

today is 26th december 2010

2010-12-26T09:27:00.002+07:00

hari ini

26 disember 2010

26122010

20101226

Hari final AFF Suzuki Cup. Malaysia VS Indonesia.

I should stay at home. To avoid all those hooligans out there.

And to my Malaysian friends yang di Malaysia,

please please jangan galak sangat kat Bukit Jalil malam nanti. Jgn provoke anything 'cos if at all it doesn't turn out well, kami yang di sini suffer.

Dahla today is 26th december. since 2003, mesti ada history on 26th december. tak percaya ? u boleh baca di sini.

I hope all is well today. Amien.

and I hope Indonesia menang. Gonzales bebeyh! wooot!

okay tukar cerita lain.

I think my estrogen level is very high nowadays.

why?

because I can't stop looking at him.

ENRIQUE IGLESIAS

omg I berdebar2 okay sekarang

*lupp dup lupp dup*

Check out those muscles!

I macam kena tengok his videoclip that I downloaded.

Macam kena tengok.

Everyday.

Gila takk?

*Effing hormones! Blergh*

This is from the video-clip I posted before, Taking Back My Love.

How hot is Ciara?

Hot gila kan her?

She's not skinny. She is hot.

My azam for 2011 is to have her body.

Since madihah ahmad nak kidnap saya next month,

iA saya boleh dapat body macam tu.

haha. pede banget nih.

foods, pilates, jogging, swimming

Give me 4 weeks!

*yeah I know, banyak kali gila cakap tapi takde hasil pun @_@*

I dah start Pilates last week.

I rasa my ass is very tight now! haha kidding tipu je.

serious tipu don't check out my ass

*aummmmm!*

ok. hormone lagi -.-"

house hunting #2

2010-12-25T13:44:00.005+07:00

My junior called saying that there are seniors moving out of houses next month.

The house is belakang rumah sakit.

2 houses ; one with 2 bedrooms. the other one is not really a house, it's like a room but it's a house.

macam the studio apartment I wanted.

but very small and maybe ugly.

lupa. Been there once and like ages ago. I don't remember how it looks like.

I hope the rumahyangmacambilik tu okay.

Saya macam berminat.

santa didn't come visit

2010-12-25T07:54:00.003+07:00

If he did,

I'll be in KL right now. Going to my friend's wedding.

Cos that is what I wish for.

Selamat pengantin baru Long Leg Lady!

p/s: This is a poyo post. I don't believe in Santa and I don't celebrate Christmas but I do wish for that ;)

house hunting

2010-12-22T19:15:00.003+07:00

I have like kurang lebih 70 days to get out of this house.

2 years rent contract is over.

so now I am house hunting.

or maybe room hunting.

I am looking for something like this.

studio apartment.

cun, right?

exactly what I need.

maybe just add a big study table and a rolling chair.

and I can roll myself all over the house.

lazybum haha

but tak mungkinlah ada apartment like this here.

in fact, they are building their first apartment.

notice the tense? yer, apartment tu belum siap lagi.

so, memang tiada apartment di sini.

nak stay mana lepas ni?

caravan? yeah. haha.

and saya nak bagitau, rugilah sesiapa yang tak datang visit saya di sini sebelum saya pindah.

rumah now is very cosy. rumah later is tak tau lah bagaimana.

tolong la rasa menyesal tak datang please.

haha.

currently layan-ing this song;

Enrique is soo yummeh.

I want body like hers!

okay, nak aerobic. bye.

symptom stressnakexam #1

2010-12-09T21:09:00.002+07:00

headset on, full blast.

KARAOKE

malam ini saya akan entertain u'ols with Julian Casablancas.

OUT OF THE BLUE

"Somewhere along the way my hopefulness turned to sadness

Somewhere along the way my sadness turned to bitterness
Somewhere along the way my bitterness turned to anger
Somewhere along the way my anger turned to vengeance

And the ones that I make pay
Are never the ones who deserve it
And the ones who deserve it they'll never understand it

Somewhere along the way exacting vengeance gave excitement
Somewhere along the way that excitement turned to pleasure
Somewhere along the way that pleasure turned to madness
Sooner or later that kind of madness turns into pain

And the ones that I made pay were never ones who deserved it
Those who helped me along the way, I smacked them as I thanked them

All that I can do now is sing a song of faded glory."

11TH DIMENSION

"And you hear, what you want to hear
And they take what they want to take

Your faith has got to be greater than your fear

Forgive them even if they are not sorry
All the vultures, bootleggers at the door waiting
Your are looking for your own voice, but in others
While it hears you trapped in another dimension

Drop your guard, you don't have to be smart all of the time

If you believe in this world then no one has died in vain
But don´t you dare get to the top, and not know what to do."

LUDLOW ST.

"On Ludlow Street

Faces are changing on Ludlow Street
Yuppies invading on Ludlow Street
Night life is raging on Ludlow Street
History's fading.
And it's hard... to just move along.

While I surrendered my ego you fed yours,
All my fantasies died when you said yours,
I have dangled my pride to forget yours,
Will my mind be at ease when I get yours?
We'll find out, soon enough."

to be continued........

p/s: if this is a letter i write for u, do u get what i mean?

Disember is Disaster

2010-12-09T19:42:00.003+07:00

Mereka yang dari dulu baca blog saya, sure tau bulan disember saya paling sibuk sebab exam memanjang (-.-")

Besok saya ada exam PBL dan Keselamatan Pasien.

Sabtu saya ada OSCE.

Minggu depan saya study week.

Tapi saya perlu settle banyak hal. Padan muka saya, suka sangat delay kerja.

Kemudian saya ada exam final. 2 weeks.

jadual final exam

On the other side,

Blog ini akan lebih terupdate dengan crap crap saya.

dan

makin besar lah kaki saya akan melangkah ~~pergi ke library~~ bersuka ria

seperti,

sabtu ni pergi Batu Night Spectacular. jom?!

and saya sudah rindu nak racing motor with the girls. lepak jom?

and seriously if like tiba-tiba(bismillah), SAYA (sarah masrukin) DAPAT Rp3JUTA SEKARANG, I'LL DEFINITELY GO TO BALI WITH YOU GUYS. AMIN. (tolong la 40 org baca please. maybe termakbul? ;p )

this is called stress management HA-HA

ok, bye. I'll see u again. Soon. Very soon.

motivational quotes

2010-12-08T02:28:00.003+07:00

From PeterGriffyJr Peter Griffin twitter,

Knowledge is power, and power corrupts. So study hard and be evil.

Just remember...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.

What do men and sperm have in common? ~ They both have a one-in-a-million chance of becoming a human being.

Why is it difficult to find men who are sensitive, caring and good looking? ~ They all already have boyfriends.

Man says to God: "God, why did you make woman so beautiful?" ~ God says: "So you would love her."

"But God," the man says, "why did you make her so dumb?" ~ God says: "So she would love you."

are you motivated? I am. haha.

The Top 20 Things Oprah Knows for Sure

2010-12-07T07:31:00.002+07:00

Taken from O, The Oprah Magazine | October 14, 2008

1. What you put out comes back all the time, no matter what. (This is my creed.)

2. You define your own life. Don't let other people write your script.

3. Whatever someone did to you in the past has no power over the present. Only you give it power.

4. When people show you who they are, believe them the first time. (A lesson from Maya Angelou.)

5. Worrying is wasted time. Use the same energy for doing something about whatever worries you.

6. What you believe has more power than what you dream or wish or hope for. You become what you believe.

7. If the only prayer you ever say is thank you, that will be enough. (From the German theologian and humanist Meister Eckhart.)

8. The happiness you feel is in direct proportion to the love you give.

9. Failure is a signpost to turn you in another direction.

10. If you make a choice that goes against what everyone else thinks, the world will not fall apart.

11. Trust your instincts. Intuition doesn't lie.

12. Love yourself and then learn to extend that love to others in every encounter.

13. Let passion drive your profession.

14. Find a way to get paid for doing what you love. Then every paycheck will be a bonus.

15. Love doesn't hurt. It feels really good.

16. Every day brings a chance to start over.

17. Being a mother is the hardest job on earth. Women everywhere must declare it so.

18. Doubt means don't. Don't move. Don't answer. Don't rush forward.

19. When you don't know what to do, get still. The answer will come.

20. "Trouble don't last always." (A line from a Negro spiritual, which calls to mind another favorite: This, too, shall pass.)

she's so right.

Good morning and salam maal hijrah =)

Perhaps a change this year? amien.

life 101

2010-12-05T21:12:00.002+07:00

Welcome to class life 101;

Today we'll be talking about a phrase in japan,

"tada yori takai mono wa nai"

What it means?

There are 2 meanings;

1. Nothing is costlier than something that is given free of charge.

2. There is no such thing as free lunch.

Confused? Yeah so do I when i first read it.

Think deep.

From the book 48 laws of power;

Law 40

Despise the Free Lunch

What is offered for free is dangerous – it usually involves either a trick or a hidden obligation. What has worth is worth paying for. By paying your own way you stay clear of gratitude, guilt, and deceit. It is also often wise to pay the full price – there is no cutting corners with excellence. Be lavish with your money and keep it circulating, for generosity is a sign and a magnet for power.

When I was younger, my parents always been invited to a free lunch or dinner. I remember there's this one day we all went to lunch at a hotel in jl.Duta where there were penguins(i was very hype that time, dapat jumpa penguin kot =p). Food great, awesome place and it's free. Years later i realized that the lunch is so that my parents will invest in a travelling stuff.

There's always something behind this free lunch or dinner.

And susah nak reject bila u know, u dah makan. (unless u're that strong)

So, it's better to think first before u accept any free lunch.

Dalam Bahasa Melayu mungkin it means something like this,

"Ada udang di sebalik batu."

So,

Be very wary.

p/s: saya memang random person. haha

now, you can call me.

2010-10-27T20:45:00.005+07:00

ok. i've been on this page for hours but i don't know what to write.

speechless.

wordless.

today i got a belated belated birthday present.

and this is it.

nokia c3 y'all!

thank you loves! hehe =)

it's from alyaa and hafiz.

they can't tahan see me torture (ketuk2 dinding) and suffer my late phone.

and can't tahan calling me but no answer(sbb d late one's mic rusak)

they gave me this c3.

i should name it.

but not right now.

tgh blank.

even nak reg ovi pun boleh blank wtf haha.

ahh thank you thank you!

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh thank youuuuuuu!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

p/s: a heads up, i'm suck at surprise thingy. so excuse my reactions. but deep down, i'm like shit grateful and very very thankful. ngeeeeeeeeeeee =) =) =)

aaa gosh! am i dreaming?

hehehe

2010-10-26T18:09:00.003+07:00

phi phi

phii phii

phiiii phiii

PHIIIIIIIIIIII PHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

hehehe. okay. jgn terlampau excited. nanti.....

hehe bye. nak solat maghrib.

rindu malaysia?

2010-10-25T20:17:00.001+07:00

rindu anne.

rindu traffic jam.

rindu tol.

hahaha. ok. rindu malaysia.

2010-10-23T21:19:00.001+07:00

maybe if i become a good person,

it's time for me to go.

ganguan bunyi

2010-10-22T17:00:00.003+07:00

hari ni saya nak mintak maaf banyak2 kalau kawan2 saya yang menjawab exam berdekatan saya tidak boleh fokus sebab bunyi hidung saya, sok sek sok sekk huhhh huhhhh, dan bunyi bersin saya yang agak kuat.

ampun maaf dipinta tapi korang dah biasa. kan?

haha.

ok. hari ni sejuk. sangat sejuk. since saya bangun.

dan saya allergy sejuk.

i think.

so hari ni

tong sampah saya warna putih. penuh dengan tisu.

habis satu bar mars.

banyak gila makanan saya makan hari ni.

saya ada fakta untuk kurangkan selesema or flu;

1. makan coklat.

2. makan banyak.

masih belum ada research yang di approve oleh WHOsoever. haha.

tapi tadi berkesan. kejap je la. for an hour or so.

bahahahaha.

ok.

saya tak sesuai duduk di tempat sejuk. i need beach. like now NOW! sunbathing.

saya nak bina satu rumah di sini. rawa y'all! private island. boleh swim naked. wkwkwkwk.

tapi tu impian yang buat saya senyum sebelum tidur saja.

yang ini lebih nyata.

harap-harap.

bismillahirahmanirrahim

...................................................................................

amin.

PHIIIIII PHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

ok.bye.

*berlari-lari cari tissue*

sepet y'all!

2010-10-21T01:15:00.002+07:00

this is sepet from NZ!

he's good in guitar.

just skip to 3:05 to see his action.

this.is.talent.

sepet from US is just pretty face and heart-melting voice.

bahaha. sometimes i feel like i write very poyo-ish-ly.

ok. bye.

~And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world~

you are the object of my affection

2010-10-19T01:30:00.004+07:00

life would be sweeter

if I just knew things better

so why did I get slammed by the door

should I look for another

or should I choose the other man

things may turn out differently

if we can't be together

I think I can't be bothered

but why do I keep thinking of you

I never wanted this to happen

but it feels like I'm in heaven or hell

every time you are near

you're the object of my affection

I'm longing for your attention

you're the one that I've been clinging to

you're eyes are filled with passion

is this just a physical reaction?

who cares

I think that we're meant to be

you can download the song here. hehe :)

small world

2010-10-14T15:47:00.002+07:00

mesti korang pernah had this conversation,

"omaigott, u kawan *dumdum* ke? dia neighbor i kot."

"eh, how u two know each other?"

"laaaa... korang dah kenal ke? xyah la perkenalkan then ;p"

yes. kau orang mesti pernah been through this.

kadang-kadang i rasa macam kenapa dunia ni kecik sangat? habislah aku! okay. this applies to people who did lots of shit in their life. who tries to ~~cover it~~ change.

kalau you were someone yang dikagumi, pandai, baik whatever then you'll be happy with small world kot.

haha.

sudahlah. mari kita start make ourself proud so that future you won't feel such a shit.

bandung

2010-10-12T23:10:00.002+07:00

just got back from Bandung.

saya tak ikhlas pun pakai that shirt. haha.

sebab Bandung is no fun for me.

Bali is much better.

hehe :)

2010-10-12T00:01:00.001+07:00

love fucks us all.

'cause everything's gonna be ok

2010-10-05T05:57:00.003+07:00

Chord Bondan Prakoso & Fade 2 Black Ya Sudahlah

Author : Chord Frenzy

A E
ketika mimpimu yang begitu indah
Bm F#m
tak pernah terwujud ya sudahlah
A E
saat kau berlari mengejar anganmu
Bm F#m E
dan tak pernah sampai ya sudahlah

[chorus]
A E
apapun yang terjadi
Bm F#m
Ku kan slalu ada untukmu
A E
janganlah kau bersedih
Bm F#m E
cause everythings gonna be ok

A
satu dari sekian kemungkinan
E
kau jatuh tanpa ada harapan
Bm
saat itu raga kupersembahkan
F#m
bersama jiwa cita-cita dan harapan

A
kita sambung satu persatu sebab akibat
E
tapi tenanglah mata hati kita kan lihat
Bm
menuntun ke arah mata angin bahagia
F#m
kau dan aku tahu jalan selalu ada

A
juga ku tahu lagi problema kan terus menerjang
E
bagai deras ombak yang menabrak karang
Bm
namun ku tahu ku tahu kau mampu tuk tetap tenang
F#m E
hadapi bersamaku hingga akhir datang

A E
saat kau berharap keramahan cinta
Bm F#m
tak pernah kau dapat ya sudahlah yeah
A E
dengar ku bernyanyi lalalalala heyeyeyeyeyayaya
Bm F#m E
dedum dedudedadedudidam semua ini belum beakhir

[chorus]
A E
apapun yang terjadi
Bm F#m
Ku kan slalu ada untukmu
A E
janganlah kau bersedih
Bm F#m E
cause everythings gonna be ok

D
satu kan langkah langkah yang beriring
E
genggam hati rangkul emosi
F#m C#m
genggamlah hatiku satukan langkah kita
D
sama rasa tanpa pamrih
E
ini cinta across the sea
F#m C#m
peluklah diriku terbang bersamaku
D E
melayang jauhh.. woo..woo.. yeeahhh.. (come fly with me, baby)

A
ini aku dari ujung rambut menyusur jemari
E
sosok ini yg menerima kelemahan hati
Bm
yea..aku cinta kau.. ini cinta kita
F#m
cukup satu waktu yes untuk satu cinta

A
satu cinta ini akan tuntun jalanku
E
rapatkan jiwamu yo tenang disisiku
Bm
rebahkan rasamu untuk yg ditunggu
F#m E
bahagia hingga ujung waktu

[chorus]
A E
apapun yang terjadi
Bm F#m
Ku kan slalu ada untukmu
A E
janganlah kau bersedih
Bm F#m E
cause everythings gonna be ok

A E
apapun yang terjadi
Bm F#m
Ku kan slalu ada untukmu
A E
janganlah kau bersedih
Bm F#m E
cause everythings gonna be ok

A E
apapun yang terjadi
Bm F#m
Ku kan slalu ada untukmu
A E
janganlah kau bersedih
Bm F#m E A
cause everythings gonna be ok

good song weh.

i need this.

BANYAK GILA NOTES TO BACA.

EXAM IN A WHILE.

ARGH!

yeah mmg my habit to post songs before exam eventho smlm tertidur berjam2 tak study pun ya sudahlah haha

ok ciao

FAQ

2010-10-03T11:34:00.001+07:00

frequently asked questions.

di sini.

"NAK MAKAN APA? KAT MANA?"

rindu mama.

sepet.

2010-10-02T03:02:00.002+07:00

i think because of him, i now listens to hiphop r&b songs.

go sepet!

slap me if i whine. again.

2010-09-29T19:36:00.003+07:00

hari ni saja

I ate

1 MARS

6 CRISPY CHOC WAFER

oh syabas!

haha. after eating all that, someone posted a link that counts your BMI stuff to know whether you have to lose weight or not.

and it said that I don't have to lose weight. haha!

sambung makannn.............

try la. here! then join me makan chocolate tak berenti k. hihi ;)

perlu ke sekarang?

2010-09-29T01:31:00.002+07:00

kenapa la semua macam nak happen now? when i'm on my PMS.

first, this.

then, that.

now, aaaah!

if i post some emo stuff, esoknya i'll feel like bodoh gila.

tapi..................

yg kedua will always be the second one.

walaupun sebenarnya the achievement is the best from anyone else.

ok maybe that is from the outside. zahir. duniawi

secara batin and rohani, akhlak, loser gila.

so you'll never be number one.

for you. them.

ok. fine.

but i'm still exist you know.

humans forget.

2010-09-25T14:03:00.000+07:00

the all-Knower said in Quran, "Know that the life of this world is only play and amusement, pomp and mutual boasting among you, and rivalry in respect of wealth and children." al-hadid:20 .

oh Allah, we seek refuge only from You!

It was posted by a friend of mine regarding the fairytale wedding.

bye ramadhan =(

2010-09-09T23:50:00.001+07:00

selamat hari raya

maaf zahir batin

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