Blow, Blow, Thou Winter Wind

Blow, blow, thou winter wind
Thou art not so unkind
As man's ingratitude;
Thy tooth is not so keen,
Because thou art not seen,
Although thy breath be rude.

Heigh-ho! sing, heigh-ho! unto the green holly:
Most friendship if feigning, most loving mere folly:
Then heigh-ho, the holly!
This life is most jolly.

Freeze, freeze thou bitter sky,
That does not bite so nigh
As benefits forgot:
Though thou the waters warp,
Thy sting is not so sharp
As a friend remembered not.
Heigh-ho! sing, heigh-ho! unto the green holly:
Most friendship if feigning, most loving mere folly:
Then heigh-ho, the holly!
This life is most jolly.

-William Shakespeare

And the world will be a better place for you and for me.

Serve God, love me and mend

This is not the end

Live unbruised, we are friends

And I'm sorry

I'm sorry

Sigh no more, no more

One foot in sea, one on shore

My heart was never pure

And you know me

And you know me

And man is a giddy thing

Oh man is a giddy thing

Oh man is a giddy thing

Oh man is a giddy thing

Love that will not betray you, dismay or enslave you

It will set you free

Be more like the man you were made to be

There is a design, an alignment to cry

And my heart to see,

The beauty of love as it was made to be

TonyGaskins Tony A. Gaskins Jr

by TheKillerTRUTH

When you declare positivity, rest assure that there's an idiot near; coming to test your commitment.

I see loves in HIV ward

Last week I had to jaga ruangan 29, which is ruangan infeksi and many many HIV patients there.

Oh ya, sekarang saya sedang clerkship di Rumah Sakit. Apa itu clerkship? Boleh dibaca di blog kawan saya di sini. Tak penat pun sebenarnya. Tapi saya makin banyak tidur since masuk rumah sakit. Hence, saya dah jarang nak online.

Okay so I jaga ward 29. U know how HIV is transmitted, right? yeah yeah bla bla bla but mostly is through unprotected sex. And it is, how to say ah, it's ur own fault that u get HIV. Unless (nauzubillahhiminzalik), u kena rogol or kena suntik with their blood.

I told my friend, I wanted round the ward with a poster that says, "SERVE YOU RIGHT". Jahat, I know. Sumpah saya tiada empathy. Tapi in the ward, I can see loves. The patients screwed up BIG time but still ada orang stay with them. Friends, family. Ada this one guy lagi la. Ish ish rasa macam nak pelempang je, kau tak sedar2 lagi ke. Tapi his old man stay with him 24/7. That's love there. Sobs nak nangis. Tuhan, bagilah hidayah kepada mereka. Amien.

It's easy to stay away from HIV.

as easy as ABC.

Yang last options tu, C, banyak flavour lagi.

Teh hijau pun ada. boleh kuruskan badan. haha.

Lab Ilmu Penyakit Dalam (IPD) is awesome. Saya suka sangat. And should you. Best Best Best. Tak Penat Tak Penat Tak Penat. Baca 40x, tanamkan dalam otak dan hati. Semoga waktu co-Ass nanti we'll go through it happily and fine. even sebenarnya Amien.

Hari ni, minggu ini saya lab Bedah. Yeeha! They say surgeons are hot! Let's see... muahahaha..

Okay. Later!

p.s. saya dah beli kasut. sangat stress shopping. rasa macam nak nangis. dapat la satu kasut Rp50k = RM20. nak nangis okay bila size paling besar is 40 and ur kaki is 41 (-.-")

Weinbrenner FTW!

Kasut dah banyak gone. It is time to go back Malaysia. Nak kena beli banyak2 kasut. Tapi, macam dah takde cuti now =(

Serious kasut dah habis. 2 plastic bag of shoes are going to be campak ke tong sampah. Lately saya pakai heels ke fac. But now, in lab IPD, I have to wear full covered shoes. Terus saya pakai crocs ciplak my aunty kasi(which is act hers), pink color to the hospital. The only kasut tutup left. And rasa macam, wtf pakai baju biru kasut pink, baju hijau kasut pink. Erm, okay biasa kot tu. Last time, the only pair yang left is SD $15 RED color cotton on shoe. So, I pakai purple baju kurung with red shoe. Yeah.

Disebabkan ketandusan kasut dan sangat malas nak ke mall beli kasut sekolah, saya pun korek2 shelf and I found my old Weinbrenner shoes! and pakai macam still sedap. So yeay!

I tell you, it's okay to invest in good shoes. Takpelah mahal sikit, tahan bertahun2 tu.

Lebih kurang like this la kasut yang saya jumpa lepas korek2 rak kasut.

Kaulah yang terbaik. 4 tahun lebih tu!

Kalah orang berpacaran

Opss hahaha

And I wanna go back so I can get one of this.

It looks comfy.

This can be the kasut for Lab2 yang serious seperti IPD, OBGYN, SURGERY, IKA.

Or maybe this kasut?

Erm, No.

Macam Pocahontas.

This kasut I'll sure get one. Maybe two. Maybe Three.

Satu putih, satu kuning, satu purple.

I already have blue color.

hehe.

Boleh dapat this for IDR 40,000. Kurang lebih RM 16.

So, boleh la kumpul banyak2 kan? =)

This one pun nice.

Kalau dengan baju kurung? Pastu pakai bagpack.

Budak sekolah, serious.

Okaylah tu kan?

At least I look young.

Haha

Kalau saya pakai kasut ni kat Rumah sakit,

what will patient think eh?

Ni pun nak masukkan dalam list 'kasut to buy' la.

Gantikan last sneakers yang selalu masuk air dari tapak. Banjir.

Haaaa ni the kasut untuk lab2 yang tak sibuk seperti Kulit, THT, Mata, etc.

Amacamm?

Ngiahahhahahha

Tapi if I nak beli killer heels, I think I'll buy this one, this color.

U also think so, rite?

Hahaha.

Okay dah lama sangat saya mengarut kat sini.

Semoga post ini dapat memanggil sponsor2 kasut saya yang tercinta yang sekarang berada di Malaysia, untuk terdetak hati mengepost lima satu pasang kasut ke saya.

Fuhhh fuhhhh. Amin.

Hahah. K, bye.

sweet surprise =)

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Thank you.

Thank you mama, baba.

Thank you Allah.

Thank you =)

p.s. The post is empty because there are no exact words to describe it. Just thanks =)

mama, saya mahu kawin

After balik from Kak Keen and Abg Dimas's wedding,

I terasa macam nak kawin.

Mama, I nak kawin.

Tapi tadi waktu Kak Keen campak bunga, I tak dapat sambut. =(

Anyway,

Selamat Pengantin Baru!