azam 2011

SAYA NAK DEACTIVATE FACEBOOK FOR REAL.

Makin lama, I feel stupid with it.

The things that stop from deactivate it for real are my girls and PD'07 group.

I need updates from those people.

But think about it, I can get updates from my teman angkatan through email and phone.

And if those on Facebook are real friends, they know how to connect with me.

I'll tell them my updates. Save them hours from stalking me (ok, ni perasan sikit siapa nak stalk kau sarah oi)

Dan rimas jugak lah. Macam ahh rimas rimas go away you people whatyawant.

Exaggerate sikit tapi lebih kurang macam tu. haha.

Dan my girls, slowly, one by one dah off Facebook.

Dan my family always making me jealous with their updates, going on holidays. Ramai2. Macam thanks, I am very fine and happy here.

Dulu pernah deactivate for quite a long time jugak. And I think I am way better off Facebook.

Hence, my azam 2011.

Haha. Padahal baru tengok these videos.

yeah totally. WHO CARES?

They don't care how you are.

They are all kepoh je about you.

AND I AM VERY KEPOH ABOUT EVERYONE SO I HAVE TO STOP.

Happy New Year People! =)

reflection.

"Friends are the mirror reflecting the truth of who we are."

Familiar with this saying?

"If you wanna know somebody

Might take a quick look at

Their bestfriends"

-Glass, Julian Casablancas

My friends are mostly cantik.

Do I have to say more?

haha.

Exactly how my mirror is.

Tak sedar2 diri gemok.

-.-"

Do u get what I mean?

This is why I need to have telepathy with others.

Malas nak type now.

Will come back abt this tahun depan.

Just don't get me wrong.

hehe

p.s I have varieties of friends. And I thank you Allah for each one of them.

p.s.s I DON'T HAVE NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONs? I need baba now.

Tahniah malaysia. aummm.

Harimau mengaum kuat malam ni.

A goal with 1-1-8. Respect!

Markus, saya hampa dengan kamu.

Gonzales, offside je. Lari mulu. But good job. Fight till the end.

Irfan, such a cry baby.

Nasuha, one goal but kalau tak shoot from jauh mungkin boleh lagi 3 kot.

Ridwan, good job.

Kalah but I know u guys are great. Good job! Better luck next time ya.

p.s aku rasa gomen akan panggil aku for kursus BTN. haha.

p.s.s nampak tak what happen when u're too emotional? hilang focus. lesson learned.

p.s.s.s esok ada skype date! hehehehe can't wait! =)

house hunting #3

Tadi pergi check out rumah my seniors.

Saya suka.

I like the one-room but then bukak pintu nampak ampaian rumah 2-rooms. macam tak best.

Hurm.

Anyways,

Alhamdulillah. These few days dapat makan free delicious home-cooked malaysian food.

Thank you =)

Okaylah nak tidur.

Menyesal mandi malam. Hidung dah runny.

Nyte ppl!

today is 26th december 2010

hari ini

26 disember 2010

26122010

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Hari final AFF Suzuki Cup. Malaysia VS Indonesia.

I should stay at home. To avoid all those hooligans out there.

And to my Malaysian friends yang di Malaysia,

please please jangan galak sangat kat Bukit Jalil malam nanti. Jgn provoke anything 'cos if at all it doesn't turn out well, kami yang di sini suffer.

Dahla today is 26th december. since 2003, mesti ada history on 26th december. tak percaya ? u boleh baca di sini.

I hope all is well today. Amien.

and I hope Indonesia menang. Gonzales bebeyh! wooot!

okay tukar cerita lain.

I think my estrogen level is very high nowadays.

why?

because I can't stop looking at him.

ENRIQUE IGLESIAS

omg I berdebar2 okay sekarang

*lupp dup lupp dup*

Check out those muscles!

I macam kena tengok his videoclip that I downloaded.

Macam kena tengok.

Everyday.

Gila takk?

*Effing hormones! Blergh*

This is from the video-clip I posted before, Taking Back My Love.

How hot is Ciara?

Hot gila kan her?

She's not skinny. She is hot.

My azam for 2011 is to have her body.

Since madihah ahmad nak kidnap saya next month,

iA saya boleh dapat body macam tu.

haha. pede banget nih.

foods, pilates, jogging, swimming

Give me 4 weeks!

*yeah I know, banyak kali gila cakap tapi takde hasil pun @_@*

I dah start Pilates last week.

I rasa my ass is very tight now! haha kidding tipu je.

serious tipu don't check out my ass

*aummmmm!*

ok. hormone lagi -.-"

house hunting #2

My junior called saying that there are seniors moving out of houses next month.

The house is belakang rumah sakit.

2 houses ; one with 2 bedrooms. the other one is not really a house, it's like a room but it's a house.

macam the studio apartment I wanted.

but very small and maybe ugly.

lupa. Been there once and like ages ago. I don't remember how it looks like.

I hope the rumahyangmacambilik tu okay.

Saya macam berminat.

santa didn't come visit

If he did,

I'll be in KL right now. Going to my friend's wedding.

Cos that is what I wish for.

Selamat pengantin baru Long Leg Lady!

p/s: This is a poyo post. I don't believe in Santa and I don't celebrate Christmas but I do wish for that ;)

house hunting

I have like kurang lebih 70 days to get out of this house.

2 years rent contract is over.

so now I am house hunting.

or maybe room hunting.

I am looking for something like this.

studio apartment.

cun, right?

exactly what I need.

maybe just add a big study table and a rolling chair.

and I can roll myself all over the house.

lazybum haha

but tak mungkinlah ada apartment like this here.

in fact, they are building their first apartment.

notice the tense? yer, apartment tu belum siap lagi.

so, memang tiada apartment di sini.

nak stay mana lepas ni?

caravan? yeah. haha.

and saya nak bagitau, rugilah sesiapa yang tak datang visit saya di sini sebelum saya pindah.

rumah now is very cosy. rumah later is tak tau lah bagaimana.

tolong la rasa menyesal tak datang please.

haha.

currently layan-ing this song;

Enrique is soo yummeh.

I want body like hers!

okay, nak aerobic. bye.

symptom stressnakexam #1

headset on, full blast.

KARAOKE

malam ini saya akan entertain u'ols with Julian Casablancas.

OUT OF THE BLUE

"Somewhere along the way my hopefulness turned to sadness

Somewhere along the way my sadness turned to bitterness
Somewhere along the way my bitterness turned to anger
Somewhere along the way my anger turned to vengeance

And the ones that I make pay
Are never the ones who deserve it
And the ones who deserve it they'll never understand it

Somewhere along the way exacting vengeance gave excitement
Somewhere along the way that excitement turned to pleasure
Somewhere along the way that pleasure turned to madness
Sooner or later that kind of madness turns into pain

And the ones that I made pay were never ones who deserved it
Those who helped me along the way, I smacked them as I thanked them

All that I can do now is sing a song of faded glory."

11TH DIMENSION

"And you hear, what you want to hear
And they take what they want to take

Your faith has got to be greater than your fear

Forgive them even if they are not sorry
All the vultures, bootleggers at the door waiting
Your are looking for your own voice, but in others
While it hears you trapped in another dimension

Drop your guard, you don't have to be smart all of the time

If you believe in this world then no one has died in vain
But don´t you dare get to the top, and not know what to do."

LUDLOW ST.

"On Ludlow Street

Faces are changing on Ludlow Street
Yuppies invading on Ludlow Street
Night life is raging on Ludlow Street
History's fading.
And it's hard... to just move along.

While I surrendered my ego you fed yours,
All my fantasies died when you said yours,
I have dangled my pride to forget yours,
Will my mind be at ease when I get yours?
We'll find out, soon enough."

to be continued........

p/s: if this is a letter i write for u, do u get what i mean?

Disember is Disaster

Mereka yang dari dulu baca blog saya, sure tau bulan disember saya paling sibuk sebab exam memanjang (-.-")

Besok saya ada exam PBL dan Keselamatan Pasien.

Sabtu saya ada OSCE.

Minggu depan saya study week.

Tapi saya perlu settle banyak hal. Padan muka saya, suka sangat delay kerja.

Kemudian saya ada exam final. 2 weeks.

jadual final exam

On the other side,

Blog ini akan lebih terupdate dengan crap crap saya.

dan

makin besar lah kaki saya akan melangkah pergi ke library bersuka ria

seperti,

sabtu ni pergi Batu Night Spectacular. jom?!

and saya sudah rindu nak racing motor with the girls. lepak jom?

and seriously if like tiba-tiba(bismillah), SAYA (sarah masrukin) DAPAT Rp3JUTA SEKARANG, I'LL DEFINITELY GO TO BALI WITH YOU GUYS. AMIN. (tolong la 40 org baca please. maybe termakbul? ;p )

this is called stress management HA-HA

ok, bye. I'll see u again. Soon. Very soon.

motivational quotes

From PeterGriffyJr Peter Griffin twitter,

Knowledge is power, and power corrupts. So study hard and be evil.

Just remember...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.

What do men and sperm have in common? ~ They both have a one-in-a-million chance of becoming a human being.

Why is it difficult to find men who are sensitive, caring and good looking? ~ They all already have boyfriends.

Man says to God: "God, why did you make woman so beautiful?" ~ God says: "So you would love her."

"But God," the man says, "why did you make her so dumb?" ~ God says: "So she would love you."

are you motivated? I am. haha.

The Top 20 Things Oprah Knows for Sure

Taken from O, The Oprah Magazine | October 14, 2008

1. What you put out comes back all the time, no matter what. (This is my creed.)

2. You define your own life. Don't let other people write your script.

3. Whatever someone did to you in the past has no power over the present. Only you give it power.

4. When people show you who they are, believe them the first time. (A lesson from Maya Angelou.)

5. Worrying is wasted time. Use the same energy for doing something about whatever worries you.

6. What you believe has more power than what you dream or wish or hope for. You become what you believe.

7. If the only prayer you ever say is thank you, that will be enough. (From the German theologian and humanist Meister Eckhart.)

8. The happiness you feel is in direct proportion to the love you give.

9. Failure is a signpost to turn you in another direction.

10. If you make a choice that goes against what everyone else thinks, the world will not fall apart.

11. Trust your instincts. Intuition doesn't lie.

12. Love yourself and then learn to extend that love to others in every encounter.

13. Let passion drive your profession.

14. Find a way to get paid for doing what you love. Then every paycheck will be a bonus.

15. Love doesn't hurt. It feels really good.

16. Every day brings a chance to start over.

17. Being a mother is the hardest job on earth. Women everywhere must declare it so.

18. Doubt means don't. Don't move. Don't answer. Don't rush forward.

19. When you don't know what to do, get still. The answer will come.

20. "Trouble don't last always." (A line from a Negro spiritual, which calls to mind another favorite: This, too, shall pass.)

she's so right.

Good morning and salam maal hijrah =)

Perhaps a change this year? amien.

life 101

Welcome to class life 101;

Today we'll be talking about a phrase in japan,

"tada yori takai mono wa nai"

What it means?

There are 2 meanings;

1. Nothing is costlier than something that is given free of charge.

2. There is no such thing as free lunch.

Confused? Yeah so do I when i first read it.

Think deep.

From the book 48 laws of power;

Law 40

Despise the Free Lunch

What is offered for free is dangerous – it usually involves either a trick or a hidden obligation. What has worth is worth paying for. By paying your own way you stay clear of gratitude, guilt, and deceit. It is also often wise to pay the full price – there is no cutting corners with excellence. Be lavish with your money and keep it circulating, for generosity is a sign and a magnet for power.

When I was younger, my parents always been invited to a free lunch or dinner. I remember there's this one day we all went to lunch at a hotel in jl.Duta where there were penguins(i was very hype that time, dapat jumpa penguin kot =p). Food great, awesome place and it's free. Years later i realized that the lunch is so that my parents will invest in a travelling stuff.

There's always something behind this free lunch or dinner.

And susah nak reject bila u know, u dah makan. (unless u're that strong)

So, it's better to think first before u accept any free lunch.

Dalam Bahasa Melayu mungkin it means something like this,

"Ada udang di sebalik batu."

So,

Be very wary.

p/s: saya memang random person. haha